Bella Thorne Says She Lost Role at 10 Because Director Accused Her of 'Flirting with Him'

Bella Thorne recalled the "insane" moment on Emily Ratajkowski's podcast, adding that she still thinks about it "every day"

Bella Thorne attends the Sally LaPointe front row during New York Fashion Week: The Shows at Gallery I at Spring Studios on February 12, 2019 in New York City Bella Thorne attends the Sally LaPointe front row during New York Fashion Week: The Shows at Gallery I at Spring Studios on February 12, 2019 in New York City
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Bella Thorne is recounting a shocking moment from her childhood acting career.

The 25-year-old actress appeared on model and actress Emily Ratajkowski's podcast High Low with EmRata for Tuesday's episode. During the wide-ranging conversation, the two discussed how girls become sexualized at a young age working in Hollywood.

Thorne has been acting and modeling most of her life, finding fame in 2010 after starring alongside Zendaya in Disney Channel's Shake It Up.

She said it was "f---ing stressful" being a child actor in the public eye, especially when it came to discovering her sexuality with "not only the whole world watching you, but specifically men, and people and women around you telling you this is the box you have to fit in."

"I feel like I've rocked the word 'sex' for a long time and I'll always keep rocking this word because it's what's been put on me since I was so little, and yet it's still something that I've taken so much of my own power back by owning that word," Thorne said on the podcast.

Ratajkowski, 31, then shared a story from when she was 16 and a modeling agent told her, "This face — this is how we know this girl gets f---ed. You gotta give a lesson, Emily, on this." She added, "But that is the reality of being a young woman in the industry."

Thorne then shared a similar "insane" story that involved an unnamed director when she was a kid.

"I had a director give me feedback once and I was 10. The casting director calls my agent and the agent calls my mom, and they're like, 'So, she's not moving forward because the director felt like she was flirting with him and it made him really uncomfortable.' What the f--- are you talking about, man? I don't give a f--- what I said. I don't care if I said, 'Eat my p---y right now' — she is 10 years old! Why ever would you think that? Why?"

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Added Ratajkowski, "Also him feeling that it was a real issue."

"Also," said Thorne, "you're in a director session. You can't really say or do much. You do the scene, you say hello, you walk out. There's no time to like, lemme go sit on your lap or make you feel uncomfortable. What the f--- are you talking about, man?"

Thorne said she goes back to this moment "every day." "I'm trying to find, almost, fault in myself," she continued. "Like, 'What did you do, Bella? What did you do that made him feel like this?' And every time I'm like, 'Bella, stop it. Even that thought right there is becoming part of the problem. Don't even think that thought.' It does drive me crazy."

Back in January 2018, Thorne revealed that she was sexually abused from a young age.

She wrote on Instagram at the time, "I was sexually abused and physically growing up from the day I can remember till I was 14. when I finally had the courage to lock my door at night and sit by it. All damn night. Waiting for someone to take advantage of my life again. Over and over I waited for it to stop and finally it did. But some of us aren't as lucky to get out alive. Please today stand up for every soul Mistreated. #timesup."

If you or someone you know has been a victim of sexual abuse, text "STRENGTH" to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 to be connected to a certified crisis counselor.

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